I had written this on my other blog, but i felt like writting it here too.

Try


There is much more of the life we are living to be discovered. We try to be patient, hope things get better, then they don't and we try to move on from heartbreaks, and wounds to the heart we try so hard to heal, even when we know that there is no way for our souls to fully heal once damaged.
We try to hang in there, yes, we all try our best to hang in there and live the day through. Life will never be easy, I have accepted that sad and frightening fact. Yet, I still try. Sometime if at first you don't succeed you needn't push it. Draw the line , and stare people in the face. If we are to survive we must be mentally strong, for the real chllenges in/of life are yet to come. But somehow...TRY-ing will never be good enough...

Lotsalove folks,
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It has been so long since I have posted. I am never proud of my work once i have read it over. Sad, no?
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Ok,so try to understand the following, even though it makes NO sense:
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the wonders in this everchanging world
whether they are unbelievably miraculous
or horrifically treacherous even ironic
to some extent
we tend to treat them as unusual and
unexplanable events or happenings
we shall find them cruel
we discourage for
we are unable to find reasons for them to
occur and yet we will never be surprised
if they do
pity...
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Tell me if you understood that, you may need to read it at least twice...
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LOSTALOVE,
myself always

I am not perfect,
But you are.
I am ostracized,
But you aren't.
My dreams are ruined,
But yours aren't.
I havn't changed,
But you have.
I am different,
But you aren't.
I feel bad,
But you don't.
I have a broken heart,
But you don't care.
I WANT NO MORE
BUTS !

HAIKU

i hate being sick
i can't be the only one,
just another day

grr PSSA
i finished early, boring
tommorow awaits

NOTE: WHAT IS RANDOM AND NORMAL?
ARE YOU ONE AND NOT THE OTHER?
WHICH ONE DO YOU NEED TO SUCCEED?
HOW CAN YOU KNOW THE ANSWERS TO THESE QUESTIONS?

life, not so great
you have friends that let you down
i will not change me